okay i don't want to sound like an emo or bother you and stuff, i just need to write all this shit because I feel bad. You don't have to read, it's gonna be a bit boring xD

why does it still hurts??
if your boyfriend or gf would leave you without even a real reason would you still be mad at him after so many months?
and why should HE be so damn mad at ME? I didn't do anything. I mean, I am the ONE who was DUMPED and not the other way around.
He doesn't even say "hello" anymore, that's crazy. why would you hate someone you used to like so much??
today he just passed, i mean he SAW me and didn't even say anything. so i shouted "HELLO YOU DUMBASS" and he just said "hi" with his hand. fucking stupid little dumbass.
i'm spending the happiest days of my life but when i see him everything goes wrong again. I don't love him anymore, I'm just mad because i wanted to tell him so many things, i wanted to let him know how much immature and idiot he is, and i couldn't tell him that, because i was too shocked when he dumped me LOL.
He makes me feel like a total hopeless SHIT. he doesn't give a crap about me anymore, and i'm still here crying for him, that's crazy. that. is. crazy. please kick my ass now if you're my friend xD

*sigh*

WELLLLLL i guess I should stop this now...
Now I'm gonna be happy for my awesome friends and family, my new job opportuninty and stuff.
and I'm gonna be happy untill I see him again tomorrow at school and he won't even look at me.
yesss.